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I'm scared of dying, and not trying, scared of getting old

I'm scared of telling lies case karma comes and eats me whole

I'm scared of think about the devil case he takes my soul

I'm scared of baddies, scared of nightmares, scared i'll loose control

I don't like druggies, don't like bad men, don't like bitchy girls

Don't think it's healthy holding grudges that won't save the world

I don't like nasty words, they hurt me like you'd never know

But don't think i won't put on a smiley face and do the show

I hate that bad boyfriends wear some beautiful disguises

I hate it when your order comes and they've messed up all your sizes

Hate that I'm always late, hate that I'm messy too

I hate that I have got it in me to start feeling blue

I'm scared to wake up one day and find that my bubbles burst

I'm scared that someone else has got the new collection first

I'm scared of seeing ghost, I'm scared of the unknown

I'm scared to be some two faced person's little stepping stone

I don't like the people that leave comments on the internet

They preach they're perfect while they're killing you with the intellect

i don't like that you won't let me speak controversially

Because you think that it won't sit well universially

I hope that one day we stop striving for perfection

I hope that everybody loves my new direction

I hope we no more need the adverts

That ask us to help kids getting hurt

I hope that one day we get the answers

I hope that one day we get the answers

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gimana pendapat kalian/ aeaeaea hahaha itu bukan karangan gue, itu lagu. lagunya nicola roberts, judulnya seperti judul post ini. "I". sori ya gue gabisa ngasih link lagunya. menurut gue, lagu ini emg agak misterius dulu. huahahaha liriknya juga agak serem, kan? jadi ceritanya bbrp waktu yg lalu kakak gua mau download lagu nicola roberts juga, judulnya cinderella's eyes. tapi yg kedownload malah lagu ini... awalnya gue kira ini lagu setan atau lagu2 misterius gitu-_- berhubung gue abis nonton on the spot ttg lagu misterius gitu. gue kira ini semacam gloomy sunday atau apa gitu, soalnya musiknya juga serem. awalnya ada intro dengan gatau alat musik apa, kayanya alat musik tradisional, mungkin, mungkin ya, kecapi. dan tapi dimaininnya kaya gamelan gitu. tau kan gamelan ada mistis2nya gitu--' trs karena gue takut akhirnya gapernah diputer. tp gue penasaran, jd suatu hari dgn mengabaikan perasaan takut-_-gue sm kk gue dengerin lagu ini buat nyari liriknya dan nyari di google sbnrnya ini lagu apa. akhirnya setelah proses yg berbelit2 gue nemu juga ini lagu kelengkapannya gmn aahhahahaha tp serius loh itu gue nyari di google gaada, adanya di link apa gitu gue lupa. wkwkw njs yah malu2in ceritanya x_x sbnrnya, pas gue ngepost ini pertama kali, tulisannya kepotong. jd terpaksa gue tulis ulang. mistis ya? mistis gak? wakakakaka bego ah--'